Alone and Struggling?

Do you ever feel so completely alone. Usually it happens when you're already so down in all areas of life, and you look around and don't see anyone coming to support you? Is that just me? Or maybe you're at a point in life where you just feel unaligned, like you're spinning your wheels, not directing your energy towards what really feels life giving to you?

Here's a little bee metaphor for you: I used to have bees in these hives, until a bear had a feast. I loved working with the bees. Learning from them, even the fear was kinda fun in an adventurous way. I loved to sit leaning against a hive and just feel the buzzing energy. I'll have bees again someday when I'm ready. Normally the hives would be all tucked up cozy for the winter, the female bees kick the males out in the fall, and they eat honey and get sleepy all winter. Ummmm, so that sounds nice, ha ha, no offense Matthew. When a female bee is in trouble her "sisters" surround her and care for her until she is either dead or healthy again. She won't be left alone as long as she's alive. So it is with us humans right? If one of us is truly struggling we don't always have the strength to ask for help. We might lift our head only to notice how deeply alone we are. But hopefully we have a couple "bee sisters" to check in, send love, send cookies, show up. I'm not in a state whereI need that level of support (in this moment), but I'm freaking thankful I do have it when I need it. You know what gets me excited though? I'm seeing a mindset shift in people lately. Instead of trying to do the rat race alone, I'm seeing so many people not content to settle for that anymore. When I used to feel the energy from a hive I could feel it calm down as time past. First it was a flurry of angst because I had just disturbed the hive. Then it setteled into care mode. If I was really calm and approached a hive in stealth mode I could hear the lazy afternoon drone of a safe hive. Well right now the energy I'm picking up in my circles is excited, happy, change. It's women who aren't content to live the way that is keeping them stuck. Women are using their devine inspiration to get themselves unstuck. Women are getting creative in making an income, spending their time, making things work for their kids, putting beauty out into the world. It's incredible, and I know that you're part of it somehow even if you don't see it. Is there something you feel deep within you that you've been putting off for some reason? Is there just a small step today you could take towards that? Don't do it alone! You have bee sisters buzzing just out of view, bring them in! Tell a trusted person something you will do to work towards a dream. Or ask someone to help you in some way! Bee sisters can support us when we are so completely down, but they can also be by our side creating something truly miraculous together. But if this energy makes you want to punch something or hide away, I get it. I'm there sometimes too. If that's you today, please know that you're NOT alone! You matter. The bravest thing you can do is let someone know how you're doing. I hope you have people in your life that can stay with you until you're ok. And if you don't, please know that I love you, even if I don't know you in real life, I do know you in some spiritual weird bee way, and I care. Also, these words apply to me just as much as for you. I desperatly need to take this advice at times. Hugs to us all as we keep growing and expanding into love.